to love or not to love is the question

if i tell him that i love him, will it get thrown in my face?
is that what this world is anymore?
you say how you feel and then you get it thrown in your face and realize that you never should have showed your feelings.
tell me how messed up that is.
but for my situation, he wants me to say it.
why can't he say it?
and why do i HAVE to say the L word?
how many times a day do you hear people just going, "oh i love you!" and they only met moments before.
kinda weird.
i'm the kind of girl who has never said i love you to a guy.
i say it to my friends all the time, because i love them like sisters
but i think when you fall in love, its different.
maybe it'll change my life.
maybe it won't
but i don't want to get it thrown in my face for showing weakness AKA emotion
HOW DARE I!!!!
am i supposed to be emotionless?
i'm not a robot.
i have feelings
and i dont want to get hurt
but i guess you can't get hurt if you never take the chance
my friend Lyssy said, "is he worth the wait and heartache"
and i said, "but if i don't take the chance, will i regret it?"
that's the way you should look at life
you'll miss 100% of the shots you never take
and if it doesn't work, you always walk away a stronger person.
so take the chance
=)