love

what is love?
everyone tells me i'll know when it happens.
apparently it hasn't happened yet, because i still don't know what it is.
and i won't just tell someone i love them
i want to know it's real before i say that

people just throw around that word.
no one really knows what it means anymore.
they just say it to make the other person happy.
i don't think that's right.
maybe i'm old fashioned in that thinking.
how dare i not want to say the L word without feeling it first.
oh well.
i just want to be loved for who i am and not be forced to say stuff i dont want to