life im general

well life seems to have flown by again. in three weeks, i've changed a lot. i'm now officially a senior at Fleetwood, and also a freshman at KU. pretty awesome. i've lost some friends, gained some, found a new person to lean on, and realized that life takes a lot of unexpected turns. i know i keep losing friends, but i don't know why. it's not like i ignore them, it's more of, i pissed them off once and now they refuse to look at me. i believe i have grown up enough to realize they are not worth the stress. why do i care so much what people always think of me? they're still going to think of me as they will.