ranting and raving

i just dont get it. why is life so complicated? why am i losing every friend i thought would always be there. it's not everyone of my friends, but most of them. then there's lindsy, who keeps me up and going when life brings me down. without her i don't know what i'd do =) her and gina. even though gina lives almost 4000 miles and an ocean away, she is always there for me. she's my sister almost. we've been through thick and thin and argue like no tomorrow. i love my two best friends, without them i would be nothing. okay well i am mad tired and as much as i'd like to fall asleep in school again, i need to work on my stat grade and pay attention. lol. night night!!